Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Boring

Doing a boring report, distracted

Watched Rosemary's Baby, got creeped out, really liked it!

Haven't showered in days, teeming with hobosity

Just got out of the rain, such low viscosity

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Life of Gluttony

The other day, I stayed after my philosophy class to talk about the self-centeredness of Hegel and western philosophy with my professor. The next class, he made a lesson about the things we talked about! I felt so wanted and loved in the major of philosophy!

Yesterday Chance and I watched Coraline, which was adorable. The story was so creative, and the animation was so cool! Also, the Clive Owen movie, The International, which was a long and boringass movie with an ending scene that made it kind of okay to have wasted some time watching the rest. James Bond without no Bond girl or James Bond. We shared a tiny box of sad nachos that still tasted pretty good, and we drank chocolate milkshakes.

Then we bought more food at the grocery store, more ice cream, and the old cashier man that was managing the self check-out asked if I needed help carrying all the ice cream. Then we smoked weed even though I had a ton of homework.

Today I woke up early and pretty dead from the night before and experienced a sunny day in Portland!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day = Christmas & Thanksgiving put together

I ate about as much as two other holidays! Needless to say, I had a wonderful day yesterday =) =) =)

Woke up at 2:30, got fed heart shaped banana peanut butter chocolate chip pancakes (the shape does affect the taste) which were so delicious, went downtown planning to eat appetizers at a bunch of places and no meals, got a beeper at P.F. Chang's because there was a 2 1/2 hour wait, ate yummy rice paper roll things at Thai Peacock, went to Powell's to waste time but the P.F. Chang's beeper kept beeping and being embarrassing, bought a book about Tao, ate an appetizer and meal at P.F. Chang's (cabbage wraps with fake meat filling, yummy tofu broccoli and rice), took indecent photo booth pictures, ate a chocolaty, delicious tiramisu cup, drank sweet wine that tasted so good with chocolate, played Wii, cuddled, went to deep deep sleep! All day I felt like nothing could touch me! I felt like it was my world for the day, and I could kiss and cuddle Chance to death and didn't have to think about anything else!!!

That is why I have so much homework today!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Too much thought on aliens

Last night I became convinced that people must be part aliens

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I'm gonna not look at myself in the mirror from now on. Maybe this will help me lose my sense of self

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Fuck the USA

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Why do I hate people so much when I love people so much?

Naked

I want a haircut, I want a nose ring, I want to listen to music loud enough to not hear my customers! I want to go to other places, I want to go outside right now into the sunshine and flowers instead of inhaling incense!

I think I'm going crazy for real! I can't decide on anything as certain, like I keep having thoughts that everything is perpetually wrong. Yesterday in world peace class, I just kept thinking about how it is pointless to even have that class when we should all just be channeling our energy and I bet we could materialize enough food from the ultimate spirit of the universe for all the people in the world and water and other things people don't really need, like clothing and shelter. In Hegel class, this boy made me realize how clothes are pointless. If I ever have babies, their bodies will be acclimated so they never have to clothe!

This summer, I'm gonna "protest" gender discrimination by using my right to do it by getting naked on the streets of the state of Oregon!!

I also have a problem with world peace class because it is all about making PEOPLE happy, fat, and satisfied. It is about industrializing unindustrialized countries so the people in those countries can become degenerates like the people in the west have been since so long ago. Yes, yes, every person in my class would say that it is about getting people the absolute necessities to live, but the ultimate goal is just to advance the human race, and I'm not about that shit. Yes, it would be nice to help little children live and have wonderful lives, but I would rather help little animals, who are not intrinsically crazy and parasites to nature!

It's sickening to hear my class talk about helping the third world "develop". The third world has it right! We should be trying to be more like them and less like ourselves.